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Engaged

2009-05-17T13:37:44Z

Wow... ummm well Matt proposed last night and I sad yes... I'M ENGAGED!!!! Never thought i'd be saying that... but I am... still in shock and all happy excited at the same time...

Ummm so yeah... now I have to plan stuff don't I...?

Quiz

2008-09-24T20:51:09Z

I like this :o)

Take the Quiz here!

Don't know if I agree...

ARGH!

2008-08-30T14:03:06Z

You know when you just want to curl up in a quiet ball away from everyone and cry? Or when you just want to scream at the top of your lungs? Or even scream at the top of your lungs AT EVERYONE?

I currently feel like that... all of them... things are stressing me out and its happening at a time when I am feeling really low!

Why do things that have to stress me out happen when i'm really down...? I'm not making matters better for myself either with how i'm handling things I don't think... desisions aren't my strong point!

I was ment to be spending family time this weekend but its now turned into family sunday as friends said I should go out with them last night for a friends bday thing for cheeryness and also tonight... but I don't feel too bad as family made other plans anyway! I love my friends that are trying to help but at some point i'm gonna snap and just cry or scream...

Sunset

2008-07-23T21:41:25Z

I realised the other day I missed just going for walks to think...

When I lived at Hendon House before I used to go for walks and find places to sit and think, sometimes just to watch the sunset or if it was later to look at the stars... I used to sit and chat for ages with a friend aswel... but something happened and I stopped going for walks etc and talking to that friend. Then I moved.

Now I'm back here and past issues are gone...

I went for a walk to clear my head and watching the sunset was nice... I really should do it more often.

Sorry, in a pensive mood at the moment.

Harts event!

2008-07-22T22:20:29Z

Well I have had time to think about it and rest.... and I just want to say.... I had a great time!

Was a fab event to play and I really enjoyed myself!

Its official.... plot refs have remembered that Violet is the Champion of Nethras... or rather one of them has and she followed me arround all weekend whispering at me as Nethras whenever she needed something done! But it was great fun so i'm not complaining! (Although some others were when I walked off on my own at night because Nethras said so!)

I think my character is growing and i'm having fun so thats good! Dunno what else to say... so.... CYA ALL SOON!

Guildford fest

2008-07-01T20:13:59Z

Ok so apparently Guildford Fest rocked... cool.

Being the LO of Guildford branch F&H has had its up and downs and I have to say I was so very stressed this passed weekend that the fest HAD to be a down... but it wasn't! It was a huge up because although I was stressed it went well and the players had a great time! And apparently so did the monsters... if a tad more tiring time than the players mind you!

I had people who I KNOW have douted I can be LO come and tell me I did well and people who's opinion I care about tell me that they are behind me and we did great!

I am so very tired now though... and its tuesday!

Moot two.

2008-06-23T19:01:05Z

Hot:

Having fun OOC with mates on the thursday night, really needed that.
Seeing an old friend I haven't seen in ages and catching up!
Making new friends in the monster room and from other factions etc.
Getting drunk IC and singing rude songs by the fire with Jack and everyone.
Yavin spending most of the weekend trying to convince Violet she made the wrong choice in Halo!
Halo spending most of the weekend convincing Violet she had made the RIGHT choice, making sure he was doing the whole courting and eticate thing right before he proposed.
Halo Scrubing up good and proposing... IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!
Being told that your reaction in a ritual gave it that umpf it needed and got you extra points!
Being diplomatic wonderwoman! Even with a sore throat! (Ok So I forgot to see the Lions but 2 out of 3 aint bad... and I did one of Richards factions & helped Sigard...)
And playing the Banshee! :-D

Not:
PLAYING THE BANSHEE! My throat was killing me and the stupid Bears didn't work out why she was being brught back soooooo..... she came back and back and back!
Icky weather sat and sunday... rain on sat and then some of the sun thing with WIND WIND WIND!
Not sleeping too well and being cold at night.
Hayfever AGAIN!
Stupid Bears killing people I like and then smacking me in the head lots when I was the Banshee.

I'm sure there are more of both but I is very sleepy still and first aider at work (I was told to go see her when I completely fazed out) thinks I may be mildly concused from the weekend... like i said, stupid Bears (and a few others to be fair) hitting me in the head!

Argh!

2008-06-18T21:18:16Z

I have had the most stressful week!!!!!

Its been horrid! I am really looking forward to the second Moot! So much so I am going right after work 2morrro for the out of character night to get drunk with my mates and forget crappyness!

Altho I haven't found the dress I was looking for which sucks... have found loads of other ones that are great that I forgot about but not the one I was looking for... oh well.

Moot one

2008-06-16T20:03:31Z

Ok Moot one was fabtastic! I had a great time and it re-kindled my love of LT!

The Harts were briliant, we were just great! I think the Vipers love us much more now too!

Ups (and just plain memorable funnies!):

Sharing a tent with Lisa and bonding OOC aswel as IC, was really nice :)
Lizzy and Violet deciding no emo was gonna happen friday night and getting completly wasted!
Bonding with other ladies of the faction and the end result of 'The Sisterhood!' (AKA Guardians of Excaliber! :-D )
5 to peril! (You know what I mean!)
Violet finaly accepting yes she is the champion of Nethras and she won't take crap from anyone! Including her brother!
Which then led to expressing who SHE wanted and not who her brother wanted her to marry! I liked the interesting roleplay around all that! (thanks Gav, Neil & Lisa!)

Downs (and there aren't many!):

Hayfever actualy trying to kill me, no really!
Getting a sunburnt nose :(
Not getting to spend much time with friends in other factions.

Birthday

2008-03-07T08:55:28Z

Ok so its my birthday... normaly not something i would post about but I feel like a hyper little kid!!!

Matt is taking me out to dinner and to see Catz in Southampton tonight!!! I am so excited! I saw Catz when it was still on in London and i'm curious to see how good it is without the special stage :)

And if that wasn't good enough I'm also going shopping in London with my mum, sis and Matt tomorrow!

And then people are coming to mine sat evening for drinkies and stuff... and then hungover LARPing on sunday!!! lol

Yup definately feel like a hyper little kid today!

Hugs to all!!!!!!!!

See, knew there was a reason I don't like girls!

2007-11-26T22:23:57Z

They just betray you.

You tell them something that you haven't told anyone and that has really got you down and upset...

And knowing this they go and do something... so selfish and cruel...

I'm gonna go now coz I keep wanting to cry... why can't I be happy? Have something good... i'm not an emo who just wants attention... all my friends who know me know I have had so much sh*t... I don't show my emotions and i'm always 'happy'... this is my only vent really...

Sorry.

Delayed reaction.

2007-11-20T21:50:35Z

Ok... its been a while since I last posted but I thought i'd post this.. I waited to let it sink in and see if I had still confused myself a few days later... and I have!

You know that feeling you get when you do something on complete autopilot but it was completley random (to your consious brain anyway) and then afterwards think 'why on earth did I do that?' but also 'Why did that feel normal?' or 'right?'

Well I did something that got me feeling/thinking all that at the weekend and I got all confused and have been thinking about it for days!

Erg its just what I need... more confusion when i'm not feeling too great about myself or life at the moment... then again when am I?

I need something to change in my life... I gotta change things.

Going to crew an even this weekend... so that should be fun... if a tad cold!

Blarg

2007-07-09T18:15:27Z

Well Hello everyone!

I thought I would post about my weekend... I missed an FnH event I would have loved to have been at, the end of a plot... a big bad guy!!! But oh well... I went to see my Nan :)

I haven't seen my Nan in a while so it was nice to see her, she did the normal grandparent thing... had a feast ready for uswhen we arrived! Enough to feed an army and there was just 3 of us!
Surfice to say I came back feeling i'd eaten WAY too much! But thats what Nan's are for... feeding you till you go BOOM!

She's not very well at the moment, she keeps falling over and hurting herself :( Iwish we lived nearer so we could see her more... she has my cousin though and he looks after her so thats good.

It was really hard for me to think of a reason for Louisa (my character in FnH) not to be there for the big bash but a quick chat with Ben and he comes up with a great one!!! Tee hee, its gonna make things interesting to say the least!

Laters guys!

Wine

2007-04-03T20:55:09Z

Ok so i'm at home and drinking the wine I got for a LARP event (that I didn't drink obviously!) and i'm all dancey.... I wanna listen to music and dance! I'm ill and work is hard (but i'm still doing well! go me!) but wine helps and also when I try to sleep it will help too! I am also happy I can still spell... but thats not so hard as I'm not drunk... just merry!

I'm looking forward to a 4 day weekend!!!!! Boy I need it! I bet everyone is looking forward to it to ne honest... but meh! I thought i'd share my looking forwardness!

I like my job... and I like the thought of saving enough to move out... renting of course but still out.... but on my own looks scary.... anyone wanna live with me? Anyone?

Speed update!

2007-03-21T16:40:11Z

I'm at work and we are launching a new system today so busy!!!!! But as I have 5 mins spare (I have to wait for my boss to finish what he's doing before I can continue!) and Hannah nudged me about posting... I thought I would!

Working is good, I like having a job and even more so one i'm good at! My probational period finishes at the end of this month and I already know i'm staying! yay!

Going to an LT event this weekend which i'm looking forward to and another one the weekend after! So fun fun fun!

Crap got to go!

HUGS TO ALL!

Yoinked off Staticbeast :D

2006-12-29T19:37:10Z

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. There are 239 films on this list. Mark the ones you've seen. Copy this list, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
() Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
Total so far: 6

(x) The Princess Bride
() AnchorMan
() Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
() White Noise
() White Oleander
() Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
() The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 12

(x) Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
() American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 18

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
() The Village
() Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 25

(x) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
() 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
() Robots
Total so far: 29

() Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
() KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
() Meet The Parents
() Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 33

() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumber & Dumberer
() Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 37

() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
() Secret Window
() I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 42

() The Day After Tomorrow
() Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
() Sixteen Candles
() Remember the Titans
(x) Coach Carter
() The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 47

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
() Lucky Number Seven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
() Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
() The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
() Curious George
Total so far: 58

(x) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
() My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 65

() Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 76

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
() The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 88

() Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
() Old School
() The Notebook
() K-Pax
() Krippendorf's Tribe
() A Walk to Remember
() Ice Castles
() Boogeyman
() The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 89

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 95

(x) Baseketball
() Hostel
() Waiting for Guffman
() House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
() Elf
(x) Highlander
() Mothman Prophecies
() American History X
() Three
Total so Far: 97

() The Jacket
() Kung Fu Hustle
(x) Shaolin Soccer
() Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
() Willard
Total so far: 102

() High Tension
() Club Dread
(x) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
() Orgazmo
() Phantasm
(x)Waterworld
Total so far: 108

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
() Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
() the Hills Have Eyes
() I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
() The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
Total so far: 112

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
() Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
() Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 118

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
() Animatrix
() Evil Dead
() Evil Dead 2
(x) Team America: World Police
() Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
() Hannibal

TOTAL: 123

Shit day

2006-11-29T18:38:09Z

Ok so lack of a job is getting to me... am I that useless and horrid that nobody will hire me? Its not like i'm not applying for jobs! I am! ALOT! I hate having to be on jobseekers.... I feel like such a bum! The lack of money has upset me as I can't get decent pressies for ppl for xmas... and to make it worse the jobcentre have been messing about with stuff coz I did a days work!

I rang today to ask why I hadn't recieved money yesturday (when I should have) as I knew they would stop one weeks money coz of the days work but 2 weeks?! And the useless guy on the phone said it was coz the days work was more than what I should get in a week they stopped my claim!!! When I said I was told I could do 15 hours of work before my claim was stopped he said that was wrong and I had to fill in a rapid reclaim form to restart my claim as it was terminated!

After having shit thing after shit thing happen to me over my life and the complete lack of self respect and self worth that I have at te mo, this just completely broke me! I burst into tears after hanging up, couldn't anything go right for me? Just before xmas they do this to me! I spoke to Chris on the phone and he said that it shouldn't have been stopped, just suspended for the week I worked a day (yes just one bloody day!) and then continued.

So I rang again, I really wanted this sorted as I am gonna get bank charges for going overdrawn because the money wasn't in my account when I thought it was gonna be. This new guy was useful and actualy looked on he computer which the other guy obviously didn't as he would have seen that Chris was right and it was only suspended and I was due to have my money in my account 2morro... which still doesn't help the bank charges as they changedt he date without telling me!

And to top it all off my mums in a mood and as per usual everything is my fault, well and my sisters now shes here too.

Woo.... rant over...

LT!

2006-10-23T09:36:34Z

I went to an LT event this weekend, it was one of the small sanctioned events that Factions in LT run. The faction was Harts and I had so much fun! I was monstering so I could see if I liked the system and get used to things and I loved it!

I am gonna join and I already sort have a character sorted and a group to join and everything! :D

I am really tired now but I had so much fun!

Test

2006-10-11T16:58:59Z

Yoinked off someone elses journal... (surprise surprise!) Tee hee

My Personality


Neuroticism	77
Extraversion	90
Openness To Experience	75
Agreeableness	21
Conscientiousness	11

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Quiz again!

2006-09-25T17:04:05Z

Yoinked another quiz!

You scored as Rogue. Rogue is a strong but tragic personality. She loves Gambit. Because of her mutant powers, she cannot touch anyone without hurting them. Therefore, she longs for human contact. However, this southern gal's strong personality has allowed her to deal with this. Powers: Absorbs lifeforce and powers by touch, Super strength, and flight

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Rogue

90%

Emma Frost

75%

Gambit

65%

Wolverine

65%

Iceman

60%

Jean Grey

50%

Storm

50%

Colossus

45%

Nightcrawler

25%

Cyclops

20%

Beast

15%

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Now thats just funny! I'm Rogue... alot Rogue!!! Now is that good or bad...?!

Interview

2006-09-14T09:04:19Z

ARGH! I have a job interview at 10:45 this morning! I'm really nervous... I really need this job!

WISH ME LUCK!

Speed update!

2006-09-01T16:02:04Z

Today was really tiring.
I got out of bed late because I was hungover

I feel a bit strange because we've just moved to Idaho and there's a weird smell in the house.

I'm so stoned.

Last night I had to Cheer up my friend who wasn't drinking... so I drank her share too! ow

I want to tell the world to get fucked.

I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.

I'm anti-relationships right now... I seem to make perfectly nice guys show there cruel side :( I had a great time at summerfest tho... till sum1 decided to break my spine! More on that another time! tired now...

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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stolen

2006-07-20T16:46:36Z

Stole this... not going to put anything else... I have nothing to say

You Are 70% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

Blackhole

2006-07-17T17:09:26Z

When you lose your light... how will you find your way in the darkness?

When you fall into a deep, dark hole how will you escape?

When your trapped in your worst nightmare... how will you wake?

Do not get angry to replace sadness, feeling pain lets us know we are alive... turning it to misplaced anger doesn't help... now saying that and doing it are 2 very different things, I know I should let myself cry... but its hard to break habbits of a lifetime...

My internal struggle is making me sick, my stomach is churning...

Been a while...

2006-06-15T17:09:43Z

... since I've been on here... oops!

Not alot to say other that work sucks... I often come home either wanting to cry or actualy in tears... I really need to leave there I know but I need the money... I'm getting stressed again... which most of you know is not a good thing... but oh well...

Things with Jamie are still great and he is keeping me sane which is good... he thinks I should quit my job sooner rather than later... and i know he's right but I want to find another job 1st...

Ummm... FnH is going good, Master rank character and enjoying rolepalying with people... kinda stuck on what to do at the mo but I'll think of something!

Ummm... ok heres another quiz I yoinked!

You scored as You have the Gift of a Seer. You have been blessed with the Gift of a Seer. You often dream of events before they happen. Your dreams are very vivid. You can see things in many different lights because of your gift. You also may find ease in various languages. You may have seen angels or other visions.

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You have the Gift of a Seer

56%

You have the Gift of Empathy

56%

You have the Gift of Discernment

56%

You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision

44%

You have the Gift of Wisdom

44%

You sadly do not recognize your gift yet

13%

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